time and relativity and other shit like that...

so yesterday, time seemed to fly by. i got to work, and before i knew it, it was 3.

today is the total reverse...it feels like this day has gone on forever, but it isn't even 3 yet.

so why does that happen? i can't be the only one it happens to. does it happen to you? what the hell causes this? anybody have stephen hawking's phone number so we can figure this out? because we need to be asking him important questions like this before he is gone.

in other ramblings, i've been reading a book called "God and the New Physics". i'm not very far along, and i've actually had this book for like 10 years and never went past page 11, but i'm making a go at it now. anyway...right now, the author is talking about matter and anti-matter, and how you cannot create one without creating the other. this creates a problem for the creation of the universe, because when matter and anti-matter meet, POOF! they wipe each other out.

turns out, at VERY high temperatures, like there would have been at the Big Bang, as matter is being created, there is 1 part-per-billion more matter created than there is anti-matter. so, for every billion "balls" (i like to think of matter in terms of being balls for some reason...)...for every 1 billion balls of antimatter that appear, there are 1 billion-and-one balls of matter. now, that don't seem like a whole lot, but at the rates of creation we're talking about during the big bang, it would add up pretty fast...trust me, this scientist said it, so it has to be true.

but, all of that leads me to this...are there anti-people? like, is there someone out there that is the total exact opposite of you, and if the 2 of you meet, will you disappear in a poof of pure energy? OR...maybe for every billion people created, there is one anti-person created, and so there are like 10 unlucky folks wandering around the earth right now (5 people, 5 anti-people), who have no idea that when they run into each other, it will not be pretty.

or maybe not. i don't know. i was just really wondering about that whole time thing.