today was a pretty good one. still didn't get very much accomplished. too tired from sitting in the barn last night with my sister waiting on a baby horse that never came. i think she just ate too much.
the horse.
not my sister.
i managed to plant about half the vegetables that have been on my porch for a week. i'll try to get the other half thursday.
i'm in a counting crows/wallflowers mood tonight. not sure why. i had a really good day. found out that i'll probably be moving the office out of the house and into the UK Regional Technology Center in town, and doing their site for them. Sometimes I do this...
i met (well, an online meeting) a great soul last night. i mentioned her site yesterday. i'd like to put a link to it in here, but i want to see if that is ok with her, first. it did my heart good to find out that there are people like her out there. sometimes, it seems like i'm surrounded by robots. i mean, my friends aren't robots. they are great. but, in the search for that "someone", it can get pretty frustrating feeling like there is no one out there that thinks about shit the way i do.
i have no idea how things will go, or if we'll ever even chat again. i really hope so. she was completely cool. but it does give me hope...and scares me at the same time. i mean, i don't think that girls like her come along every day. i've met ONE other girl this cool before...and she is marrying one of my best friends in a few weeks.
not every girl likes to play in mud, dance in the rain, go fishing, drink beers...not every girl understands what it is like to sometimes just need to be sad for a while, or what it is like to sometimes feel like your life is a movie. i wonder how many ARE out there?!?
tonight was very stormy for a while. after planting my weak-ass little plants and taking a shower, i made some dinner. grilled some corn...first time i've tried that. very good. after dinner, i sat on the porch in my rocking chair, drank a beer, smoked a camel, and watched the storm roll over the hill towards my house.
i wished i had a camera that i could have just pointed in that direction and then opened the shutter for like 10 minutes. the sky was amazing, and the lightning bugs were going crazy. i could kind of see the picture in my head. it was cool. =)
i really want a camera, but i'm so afraid that my foray into photography will end like most of my ideas...collecting dust on the shelf. but i think this would be different. i've always loved taking pictures, but i've never had the right equipment. i think it would inspire me.
i really like the comedian mitch hedberg...SOOOO funny. in one of his routines, he talks about doing standup. how you have to start off strong, and end strong...those are the 2 key elements. he said, "you can't be like pancakes...all exciting at first, but by the end, you're fucking sick of 'em!"
everything i do is like eating pancakes. what a way to live.
well, it is 12:40. i am so tired. long day tomorrow. bed soon. really.
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